birthday cake!

sebuah perbualan antara anak dan ibu di ruang tamu pada pukul 2.30 petang;

meesha: mom, nak buat satu permintaan can? can?

mom: ha, what is it?

meesha: before that look at this! *menunjuk gmbr di atas

mom: apa yg terlintas kt kepala meesha ni?

meesha: nothing.saja tunjuk cantik kan mom?

mom: cantik sgt sgt.pandai mereka buat kan.

meesha: *giggle

mom: yela yela.nasib meesha sorg anak prmpuan ibu. *dgn nada rendah

meesha: apa tadi mom?

mom: takda pa.

meesha: boleh la mom?boleh la.

mom: iye syg intan payungku.

meesha: yeay!i love you mom!tak sebijik pun tak pa.tp nak mcm tu.yg bnda bulat-bulat tu tuka la dgn smarties or smthg else.nak big size, tiga tingkat. *tamak betol bunyi. nak perisa chocolate.ada cartoon sikit.then, nak gmbr rumah tu.ada sikit buah.

mom: haaii cik meesha!meesha mintak cake for birthday or for wedding.mengalahkan cake org kahwin je.tau la ibu mcm mana cake tu nanti.

meesha: *diam

-the end-

why?

Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!

That should be me, Holdin' your hand,
That should be me, Makin' you laugh,
That should be me, This is so sad,
That should be me, That should be me,
That should be me, Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me, Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong, I can't go on,
Till you believe that, That should be me
 
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that
 
That should be me, Holdin' your hand,
That should be me, Makin' you laugh,
That should be me, This is so sad,
That should be me, That should be me,
That should be me, Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me, Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong, I can't go on,
Till you believe that, That should be me

 
I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!

That should be me, Holdin' your hand,
That should be me, Makin' you laugh,
That should be me, This is so sad,
That should be me, That should be me,
That should be me, Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me, Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong, I can't go on,
Till you believe that, That should be me
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me

Never should've let you go,!
I never should've let you go,!
That should be me!! 

Never should've let you go
That should be me!!

dream.

waaa!so sweet ini gambar.mesti best kan kalau dpt terbang mcm tu.meesha pun nak!daddy, belikan meesha balloon yg boleh terbangkan manusia.daddy meesha diam and pelik tgk meesha.kisahnya dahulu, meesha berangan sangat nak terbang dgn si dia.tp skrg dia buat tak wujud saja meesha ni.i know im not perfect for you.dh meesha dah!jgn nak ckp pasal ni lagi.biarlah berat mana pun meesha tanggung sendiri.im strong okay.tp sekarang hanya mimpi bagi meesha harapan itu.pernah dengar lagu just a dream tak?haaa.itu inspired dari meesha tau.pasal tu la nelly nyanyi lagu tu. *perasan je lebih kn.

balloon?

hello!cantik pic kat atas ni kan.suka arr tgk, romantik gitu.balloon.u know what is balloon?alaa.yg benda bulat tu.yg mcm dlm gmbr tu.meesha nak tp byk sikit la.dpt meesha terbang jauh dari masalah.sbenarnya post kali ni meesha bkn nak ckp pasal balloon pun.xda kaitan langsung.sepertimana anda perasan previous post telah di delete oleh meesha.kenapa?berat rasa hati ni.entah la.putus cinta maybe? *ahh?putus cinta.come on meesha!xkan bnda tu pun nak kisah. bkn stakat berat hati, sakit hati pun ada, kecil hati pun ada.apalagi jelous!biarkanlah.maybe dia lebih suka dgn perempuan tu.tp meesha pun ada hati juga.sedalam-dalam hati meesha ni berkata hmmm.biarlah aku n Tuhan saja yg tahu.thank you sbb awak berjaya buat meesha mengalirkan air mata pada hari ini.and lastly, meesha suka quote ni;

girls, show him what he's missing and make him regret what he left!

that girl.

 theme: freedom

location : outdoor

model : putri ameesha

photographer : jacky wee

the picture above describe about my life.its call freedom.i really want to be free like a bird flying away in the sky wherever they want.oh god!its really cool if got human can fly like a bird.i will as that person to bring me along.better i stop here before i getting worst with my imagination.

birthday girl!

her name is deana.yesterday was her birthday, 17 april.ktk dah tua dolok dari kmk dena!hehe.dont get angry.im just kidding.i dont know how to give u a present cause we so far from each other.so, i just can say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you and may Allah bless you dear.and i hope u are happy with ur all lovely people.after this, goodluck in ur life cause we still have a long journey to go babe.thanks for everythings dena!love you!

she born her way!

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir


There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are
She said, 'cause He made you perfect, babe
So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far
Listen to me when I say


I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, born this way


Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way


Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be


Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice of truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth


A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah


I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way


Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient


Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way


No matter gay, straight or bi
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive


No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave


I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah


Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey


I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey