patah seribu!

Walau kau tiada di sini.
Ku tetap ingat semua pesanmu.
Ku hidup seolah-olah kau masih ada.
Bisikan kata kepadaku.

Bilakah kau akan utuskan surat buatku.
Aku terus menunggu tibanya kata cintamu.

Oh patah seribu hatiku…
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina.. bersama.
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi.

Biar pergimu tanpa relamu.
Namun hatiku tetap rasa.
Kejamnya kau meninggalkanku dengan nota-nota.
Cinta buat kita berdua bila kan ku bisa menerima ketiadaanmu.
Kan ku bakar semua hapuskan semua kenangan.

Patah seribu hatiku.
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama.
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi.

Sayangku mohon padamu.
Segera tinggalkanku.
Pergilah kau ke tempat yang kau tuju.
Pasti ada hikmah buatmu dan juga buat diriku.
Pergilah.

dream.

hello guys!meesha nak update sikit ni.alang-alang meesha tak dapat nak tido.jam dah nak dekat pukul 3 pagi.jadi burung hantu kejap.nampak tak gambar kat atas tu?cantik kan baju pengantin tu.mom!dad!i want that dress for my wedding later.meesha pun tak tahu kenapa meesha tergila-gilakan dress ni, nampak simple but adorable.dengan bling-bling yang lekat kan baju.ton colour dia pun macam soft je.wah!jatuh hati meesha dibuatnya.tengok, cara meesha taip post ni pun mcm excited sangat kalau dapat baju ni kan.nanti meesha married meesha akan suruh future husband cari designer and buat dress mcm ni.demand sikit meesha ni.okay, thats all for my entry this time.

colour of my life!

hello guys!lama dah meesha tak udpate blog ni kan.maklumla meesha busy kebelakangan ini.sorry la guys sebab tak ada masa nak online, banyak sangat kerja.so, time ini la meesha nak update sikit, tak banyak sbb terlalu letih nak taip panjang-panjang seperti dulu.tak lama lagi nak new year kan.say hello to 2012!biarkan kenangan pada 2011 menjadi kenangan yang paling indah and segala perkara yang tidak baik menjadi pengajaran buat kita.adeh!macam pakar motivasi dh bunyi meesha ni kan.meesha harap tahun 2012 ni menjadi tahun lebih baik untuk meesha.amin.nmpak tak gambar atas tu?sedap kan.tu la meesha malas tengok gmbar tu, mcm dh mengidam nak makan malam-malam ni.so, sampai sini sahaja dulu.if ada masa, meesha update lagi okay!

im sorry.

hello guys!tetiba meesha rajin pulak nak update blog ni kan.saja nak kasi menyemak sikit blog ni.kebelakangan ini, meesha sibuk dgn kerja.sorry friends kat facebook tu, Yusra Munirah and terutamanya cinta meesha, Mohd Azizi.lagipun ini dpt mengajar kami berdua utk lebih bersabar.bak kata org, makin lama tidak mendengar khabar makin tu rasa rindu akan membiak lebih besar.seriously, meesha rindu gak dgn laki yg isi perutnya mcm laut china selatan tu.demam meesha dh baik.tp risau gak ari tu sbb dh nak dekat seminggu demam tak baik baik.sekarang dah okay.baiklah smpai sini saja tahap kerajinan meesha menaip utk memenuhkan ruang di blog ini.before that, im sorry sayang.sekian.good night blog!

kpop girl?

hello!meesha nak update ni?boleh kan.dh dua minggu meesha jauh dari rumah.rindu la juga kat rumah, katil, bilik dan semua la.rindu sma parents juga.time parents hantar pegi daftar hari tu, mengalir air mata meesha.tp dh namanya study.takkan nak angkat rumah dan letak sebelah college kan.

nmpak tak tittle post meesha kat atas tu?kpop girls la sgt.time pendaftaran hari tu mereka yg jaga kat meja tu tetibe ckp korea dgn meesha.haha.meesha ketawa sinis.then meesha reply la dgn bhasa melayu.mereka punya pipi merah sbb dga meesha jwb in malay.dh habis isi semua borang, meesha pergi check in bilik.meesha bawa la suma barang meesha and tidak lupa bear meesha.itu sudah menjadi wajib barang yang mesti ada.then, meesha kemas barang meesha dlm cupboard, while mom tolong sarungkan cadar.semua urusan dh selesai, meesha hantar parents balik.last-last tu, mom peluk meesha kuat-kuat.tetiba air mata meesha mengalir.

orentasi pula start la pd esok harinya.first, orentasi nya amat membosankan sbb ceramah, ceramah and ceramah.and ada sorg senior lelaki ni dia panggil meesha kpop girl.aduh!kalau di ikutkan hati dh lama meesha lenyek-lenyekkan muka senior tu.tp meesha budak baik.tak pasal-pasal masuk hospital budak tu.then, gelaran tu merebak seluruh senior yg handle kami org.hello!my name is ameesha!sabar meesha sabar.dh seminggu orentasi tu, meesha rasa lega sikit.sbb orentasi ni memenatkan la.buat ni la buat tu la.byk program mereka buat tapi happy la.itu la mggu orentasi pd minggu pertama.say hello to college's life.di sini la pertarungan baru meesha akan berlaku.thank you.

birthday cake!

sebuah perbualan antara anak dan ibu di ruang tamu pada pukul 2.30 petang;

meesha: mom, nak buat satu permintaan can? can?

mom: ha, what is it?

meesha: before that look at this! *menunjuk gmbr di atas

mom: apa yg terlintas kt kepala meesha ni?

meesha: nothing.saja tunjuk cantik kan mom?

mom: cantik sgt sgt.pandai mereka buat kan.

meesha: *giggle

mom: yela yela.nasib meesha sorg anak prmpuan ibu. *dgn nada rendah

meesha: apa tadi mom?

mom: takda pa.

meesha: boleh la mom?boleh la.

mom: iye syg intan payungku.

meesha: yeay!i love you mom!tak sebijik pun tak pa.tp nak mcm tu.yg bnda bulat-bulat tu tuka la dgn smarties or smthg else.nak big size, tiga tingkat. *tamak betol bunyi. nak perisa chocolate.ada cartoon sikit.then, nak gmbr rumah tu.ada sikit buah.

mom: haaii cik meesha!meesha mintak cake for birthday or for wedding.mengalahkan cake org kahwin je.tau la ibu mcm mana cake tu nanti.

meesha: *diam

-the end-

why?

Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!

That should be me, Holdin' your hand,
That should be me, Makin' you laugh,
That should be me, This is so sad,
That should be me, That should be me,
That should be me, Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me, Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong, I can't go on,
Till you believe that, That should be me
 
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that
 
That should be me, Holdin' your hand,
That should be me, Makin' you laugh,
That should be me, This is so sad,
That should be me, That should be me,
That should be me, Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me, Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong, I can't go on,
Till you believe that, That should be me

 
I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!

That should be me, Holdin' your hand,
That should be me, Makin' you laugh,
That should be me, This is so sad,
That should be me, That should be me,
That should be me, Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me, Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong, I can't go on,
Till you believe that, That should be me
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me

Never should've let you go,!
I never should've let you go,!
That should be me!! 

Never should've let you go
That should be me!!

dream.

waaa!so sweet ini gambar.mesti best kan kalau dpt terbang mcm tu.meesha pun nak!daddy, belikan meesha balloon yg boleh terbangkan manusia.daddy meesha diam and pelik tgk meesha.kisahnya dahulu, meesha berangan sangat nak terbang dgn si dia.tp skrg dia buat tak wujud saja meesha ni.i know im not perfect for you.dh meesha dah!jgn nak ckp pasal ni lagi.biarlah berat mana pun meesha tanggung sendiri.im strong okay.tp sekarang hanya mimpi bagi meesha harapan itu.pernah dengar lagu just a dream tak?haaa.itu inspired dari meesha tau.pasal tu la nelly nyanyi lagu tu. *perasan je lebih kn.

balloon?

hello!cantik pic kat atas ni kan.suka arr tgk, romantik gitu.balloon.u know what is balloon?alaa.yg benda bulat tu.yg mcm dlm gmbr tu.meesha nak tp byk sikit la.dpt meesha terbang jauh dari masalah.sbenarnya post kali ni meesha bkn nak ckp pasal balloon pun.xda kaitan langsung.sepertimana anda perasan previous post telah di delete oleh meesha.kenapa?berat rasa hati ni.entah la.putus cinta maybe? *ahh?putus cinta.come on meesha!xkan bnda tu pun nak kisah. bkn stakat berat hati, sakit hati pun ada, kecil hati pun ada.apalagi jelous!biarkanlah.maybe dia lebih suka dgn perempuan tu.tp meesha pun ada hati juga.sedalam-dalam hati meesha ni berkata hmmm.biarlah aku n Tuhan saja yg tahu.thank you sbb awak berjaya buat meesha mengalirkan air mata pada hari ini.and lastly, meesha suka quote ni;

girls, show him what he's missing and make him regret what he left!

that girl.

 theme: freedom

location : outdoor

model : putri ameesha

photographer : jacky wee

the picture above describe about my life.its call freedom.i really want to be free like a bird flying away in the sky wherever they want.oh god!its really cool if got human can fly like a bird.i will as that person to bring me along.better i stop here before i getting worst with my imagination.

birthday girl!

her name is deana.yesterday was her birthday, 17 april.ktk dah tua dolok dari kmk dena!hehe.dont get angry.im just kidding.i dont know how to give u a present cause we so far from each other.so, i just can say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you and may Allah bless you dear.and i hope u are happy with ur all lovely people.after this, goodluck in ur life cause we still have a long journey to go babe.thanks for everythings dena!love you!

she born her way!

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir


There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are
She said, 'cause He made you perfect, babe
So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far
Listen to me when I say


I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, born this way


Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way


Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be


Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice of truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth


A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah


I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way


Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient


Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way


No matter gay, straight or bi
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive


No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave


I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way


Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah


Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey


I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

photoshoot.

theme : la perfezione della madonna

location : rainbow studio

model : miss karen chu

photographer : putri ameesha

internet?

 that time was 12.34am.i switched on my pc then wait for a while.i quickly log in my msn messenger.then i saw my friends list and only mea cassandra on her msn.then i sent a nudge to her.a few second she sent me a nudge back.i afraid she asleep in front her lappy like always.hehe.so here this some part of our chatting:

mea: yarabi!slow giler line mlm nih!

meesha: sabar.dugaan tu!haha.mybe line x kasi u on9.haha.

mea: geram tol i tau.nanti i baling modem ni ke laut karang.

meesha: huish.jgn u nak buat hal oke.terkejut kite sume dyesebel ade facebook nanti.

mea: haha.betul jugak tuh.mcm mne rupe dyesebel bgamba nanti kan.mesti sexy gilerr.

meesha: pasti kalah kite punye pic kan.haha.sowt.

mea: haha.huish.mesti byk giler friends dye nanti.pasti ade byk hot guy add dye.
meesha: jelous i tau.

mea: ade facebook la fredo tu nanti.aww.

meesha: haha.i org first yg add dye nanti.i kasi "in relationship with fredo" terus.fredo is mine!no sharing2.

mea: haha.awal tol dye cop no sharing2 ek.

meesha: haha.betol ape.actually rupe duyung tu hodoh la.saytan itu wei.

mea: betil ke?x jd la i baling ke laut.baling ke hutan je la.

meesha: wah!hutan?best tu.dpt i chat dgn singa narnia tu.

mea: ye x ye juge kan.i nak "in relationship with peter" la.

meesha: haha.klu cmtu i plk nak "engaged to edmund" lah.u jd kakak ipar i.hehe.

mea: haha.tp pmpuan "the white witch" tu jahat ler.parah kite nanti.

meesha: xpe.jgn takut.kite ade agama.kite baca jer.kalah pmpuan tu kerje kite.

mea: betul jgk kan.biar edmund n peter jatuh hati tgk kite bdua.

meesha: cewah!haha.berangan jer keje kite kan.tp payah ler singa dgn pmpuan sihir tu.asyik nak bgaduh je.ade disihir dye plik2 facebook tu nanti.xde pkai kite main ler nanti

mea: ye la kan.xjadi lah.baling ke langit je la.biar aman.

meesha: klu kt langit dpt i order kete robot mcm transformer tu pakai facebook.mcm org salu buat sale.xyah beli minyak n servis kete.

mea: pelik.tp betol jgk kan.dpt blawan musuh.jd hero kite nanti.masuk news straits time, buletin tv3 n oprah.kalah angelina jolie n brad pitt tau.

meesha: haha.bygkan gmba mreka di facebook.dh la robot.mesti seksi sakan.pose bkn main ag.

mea: haha.lawak tau.haha.muncongkn mulut indah act cute gitu.xmo ag i imagine tu.

meesha: tp bahaya bumi nanti.ade kite yg kene tanggung perang antara optimus prime dgn decepticon.

mea: tol gak tu.xmo perang2 gitu.dh aman dh skrg nih.xjd la i baling kt mne2 ag.sume bahaya.baik i yg pkai je modem ni.

meesha: haha.oke2.

*moral from this story: dreaming is actually good for us.if we can dreaming of something thats mean we have our own dream.thats will make us to try the best to get what we want.but remember dont over dreaming just like this two girl.

my lovely room.

the most safe place i think is my room.everythings i have is in my room.i feel calm when i was in my room.just love my room.no idea what to say anymore.the important is i love my room so much!haha.my crazy brother like to lepak in my room.we play guitar together.somestimes he like to use my things without permission!i hate it.haha.

my bed kinda mess up.

my bear and pc.

my soul.

my stuff.

japan's holidae.

 japan's life was awesome!i can't forget about it.i was really having a fun with my cousin.they a little bit crazy like me.we laugh together.hangout together.eat together.all together la except mandi.haha.i love u guys!

white.

my lovely brother act cute.

 my brother and cuz eat a lot of MCD.

my handsome cuzzy.

 

crazy of us.

stupid face.

lovely public toilet.haha.

my cuz and some of their friends.

i make dirty on their face. 

 im sorry bro!its candid.

oh!its candid from my brother.its look different but i like it so much!thengs bro edit my pic!love u bro!